Actually what im want to say is, just now i laid on my bed and think, why me will transform current me. Im found that, i really like that kind of working machine aldy. Which is like, do same things everyday. How bored as an adult actually. In mind, just want to earn money. Yes, i know for future, for sure i know. So what i am now. Sigh..
     What i found that, i cant get back what i want last time. Like what in chinese say, 轰轰烈烈。For now, everythings just 脚踏实地---ADULT LIFE, damn boring sia. Can i have some passion, active life? Is kind of boring if just continue with this. May some ppl said, sometimes, our life must make some passion not to make it dumb.
       For now on, im kind of person like, lazy contact ppl, dunoe why, i feel like shy and no topic-less person. Cant talk well, make conversation worst, so what im choosen, im not contact ppl, at all. Can somebody change me...other then my darling. Can i do smth else then out of my box? like..have some study tour? alone?  :) due to my darling, for sure he wont let me go. Stop my things again..These the things i always wish to do but..no money. Lazy save, keeping use it. =.=how to save money man..but..i hope so, everythings that i wish to do, it can be done. Final, i kind of person 虎头蛇尾 also. Its very energitic when first, and will energy-less in the end. What dar dar always said, he the most understand more then i understand him. How do i become his wife like this. Haiz..

Keep going..keep going..to same things by the other dayss..


Lovely,
Victoria