Actually what im want to say is, just now i laid on my bed and think, why me will transform current me. Im found that, i really like that kind of working machine aldy. Which is like, do same things everyday. How bored as an adult actually. In mind, just want to earn money. Yes, i know for future, for sure i know. So what i am now. Sigh..
     What i found that, i cant get back what i want last time. Like what in chinese say, 轰轰烈烈。For now, everythings just 脚踏实地---ADULT LIFE, damn boring sia. Can i have some passion, active life? Is kind of boring if just continue with this. May some ppl said, sometimes, our life must make some passion not to make it dumb.
       For now on, im kind of person like, lazy contact ppl, dunoe why, i feel like shy and no topic-less person. Cant talk well, make conversation worst, so what im choosen, im not contact ppl, at all. Can somebody change me...other then my darling. Can i do smth else then out of my box? like..have some study tour? alone?  :) due to my darling, for sure he wont let me go. Stop my things again..These the things i always wish to do but..no money. Lazy save, keeping use it. =.=how to save money man..but..i hope so, everythings that i wish to do, it can be done. Final, i kind of person 虎头蛇尾 also. Its very energitic when first, and will energy-less in the end. What dar dar always said, he the most understand more then i understand him. How do i become his wife like this. Haiz..

Keep going..keep going..to same things by the other dayss..


Lovely,
Victoria

小吵架

6/8/2011
刚有发觉到，原来虽然我们在一起酱久，我才发现到其实我们不了解对方。
有点心痛的感觉。老公总是把心里那些东西不说出来。
他说会担心我生气，我觉得这种东西就本来应该share.
过后，还是不了解，哎呀呀！how to do for our future neh dar dar??

今天enjoy了还是一个人的戏剧，差不多看了半套。
不错看---团圆。
本来想出去过后最后还是没有出到。老公讲出去浪费钱结果...

安~